kenzomic: muling pagkabuhay.

...the lonely nights, romantic moments, the love, the love, what about them? THROW IT ALL AWAY. ;p

Its probably the time where most of the students are busy preparing for their classes that just started, but in contrary, ours will just end this week. Yes, its our final week.

Its has been a cool term, my mortality rate is on its toll. im mutating into something invulnerable, which is what I like the most. Ive been stone hearted for several cases but I cant fight it when something within the family occurs.

THE AGONY OF BEING THE ELDEST

Accept it that when your the eldest, all the responsibilities are in your shoulders. Your life would be clouded with the compromises that your parents had. Aside from it, the expectations will screw your will.

I am a victim of this, of expectations, and until now, I havent recovered yet, simply because I havent fulfilled the expectations yet.

off topic.

What I hate MOST???

I hate it when someone asks this:

1. When will you graduate?
>the hell you care? 

2. How are you?
>do you have any sensible qestions?

3. Do you love me?
>funny.

4. ASL?
>hahaha

5. Where are you?
>im still here.

 

.... RAINY DAYS ON THE GO.

Classes tomorrow are suspended, thanks to FRANC.hahaha
I havent finished my reports.

doomed to succeed.
nightee.

I cant remember when was the last time I suffered from colds-fever-cough thingy. I thought my body was so immune with this thing, I was wrong(ofcourse)... /sniffs/

Its been four magical days since I landed on my bed with my nose filled with i-dont-know-whats-the-term and my thoat is on its way out. My temperature is as high as the highest mountain in the Philippines, and oh, my appeal stays the same(oozing)... I've swallowed capsules and tablets of medicines but still, im sick!

DOCTOR!!!

Im afraid of the hospital, I dont wana smell even a single scent of a clinic. It gives me chill, I might die there.
Im not into quack doctors, Im not a duck though.

I want my whitelighter... doing the orb thing and just putting his hands over me to remove whatever pain I have.
Is there a way to have that whitelighter? ;p

M.A.P.U.A

I was absent for two consecutive meetings. I wanted to go to school, BUT, my body wont allow me.
Quizzes, Recitations, Attendance, fluctuated.
Will my will to be a deans lister still possible?
Hope so!

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An open letter to someone I dont know yet,

     Hey you! I know that you're out there, doing whatever things you ought to be doing. Im wondering how you look like. Im dreaming of your eyes shining towards mine, your smile makes me weak. Your intellect jives mine and thats the reason why I keep on haunting you. I am still waiting for the day when our paths would cross, and I hope that when that day comes, everything has already fell into places. 
     I hope that you'll always be fine. See you soon!

From the one who will love you selflessly,

Kenzo

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I have been preoccupied with school stuff, my sched is taking its toll on me.
Im waking up early just to be in school on time. ;p

Good thing is im stress-free(somehow) compared to my friends, who in the other hand are way not busy compared to me.

TAMBALANG BALASUBAS AT BALAHURA has been my substitute for stresstabs.
Its one of my daily dose that shouldnt be forgotten.
Grabe the humor pare! ;p

What im up to now:

Music
... ive been listening to different types of music, im so into zoo now. heard of them?malamang hindi. ;p
still, stonefree is in my cup of coffee...

Movies/Series/TV
...CHARMED. hehehe im back to being a charmed one!

School
..Its my priority, top of my list.

Texting
...nakadikit na ata ang cellphone sa daliri ko. more textmates, morefun!

...as I learned to forget my feelings to someone, I also developed forgetting how to love...

Of Singlehood and freedom

I can do what I want without asking permission
I can stay up late and watch movies
I can go out and party
I can drink and drop
I can flirt and flirt and flirt

I am free. ;p

Freedom always hide on the midst of black clouds
Devastated on the clinged thoughts that life is a misery
Life is never a chance, its always a choice.

Now I can do whatever I want without anything or anyone
being left out. The best thing to give myself is this, freedom.

Im now enjoying life as it is to be. Nevertheless, I sometimes missed being caged. ;p But thinking aside, I really hold unto this situation.

I am not bitter, I am not. In fact, Im happy hearing that the person who hurted me has moved on. I am very much relieved.

I am not closing my doors to being "caged" again but as of now, I really would like to enjoy my life, as a single, independent, intelligent person.

Days, Weeks, and now, a month passed.
Stronger than before,
Happier than ever.

Apir kay kenzo! ;p 

After almost 8 months

Its not a joke, yes, my relationship
was really something to treasure.

It has been too long since I tried relieving myself.
It has been so yesterday since I spoke about how I feel.
It has been memories since I loved you.

Every single second that I spent with you will now be
treasured on my memories. I will never forget it.
Sorry for my shortcommings, Thank you for everything.

...

Its back to ME again, madrama, I miss hiss feeling.
Namimis ko yung ganitong feeling, promise.
Feeling lonely cause theres no one to bug,
no one to make asar and no one to make away.
And I'm loving what Im feeling. WEIRD.

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STARTER:

pasukan na sa monday.

> sana maayos ang mga kaklase ko, nakalimutan ko na
kung pano maging estudjante.

pending works

> I applied for several companies pero hindi ko alam
if I'll pursue, gusto kong magkapera pero hindi ko
alam kung swak sa sked ko.

bulok na laptop

> sobrang bulok na nitong laptop ko, pero kaya pang
pagtyagaan. gustuhin ko mang bumili eh wala akong pera.

scarsity sa damit

> hindi ko alam san napadpad ang mga damit ko, para silang ewan na biglang naglaho. wala tuloy akong maisuot.

text to the max

> nag aadik nanaman ako sa pagpindot sa aking lumang telepono, nalulungkot kasi ako pag walang magawa. hindi ko maintindihan. ang labo ko talaga.

home alone

> aalis na ang nanay ko at kapatid ko, magbabakasyon ang iba kong kapatid. ako nalang ata matitira sa bahay namin. cool kasi mag isa.hahaha

goodbye dorm

> lumayas na din ako sa dorm dahil wala nakong pambayad

date madness

> tumatanggap na ng mga available dates, wala namang masama. just mingling.

tv/dvd marathon

> yan na nagin past time ko nitong summer vacation

gym

> would like to go to the gym sana kaso hindi ko alam kung saan ko isisingit sa sked ko.

back to blogging

> i just missed typing ang posting.

Here i am alone in this empty room
And let my mind just fly you to the end
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair
I could still recall
Those memories of you
The joy and all your laughter
The love thast we've been through
Oh, i can't believe you're gone
Oh, no

Talkin' to myself for no reasons i could find
Findin' out why everything went wrong
Tears falling down my cheeks that
I've been trying to hold
It doesn't know if i could still go on
I wanted you to stay
The tears begin to show
You said you cared for me
But then you had to go
And now i know you're gone

But i don't want to remember
The things (we used to do/that we've been
Through)
And all the things that remind me of you
I don't want to hear the songs
The songs we used to sing
'coz i don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

I just can't believe you're gone

No, no...
I don't wanna feel
Yeah, i don't wanna feel the pain in my heart
I don't wanna feel, don't know what went wrong
Oohh...

BASTUSAN SURVEY: How will you seriously
answer someone in the following
situations given?

^^What if someone (STRANGER) insults
you
or tells you this...

01. ang arte mo!
♥ ampmh pake mo?

02. mas matalino naman ako sayo!
♥ kelan pa?

03. crush ako ng crush mo!
♥ hoonada ako   ng bf mo

04. ang bobo mo pala sa math!
♥ thats a lie!

05. bilisan mo naman!
♥ excittted ka?

06. ang sungit mo!
♥ i don't talk to strangers kc.

07. gusto mo ng away?
♥ ayaaw mo?

08. takot ka ata sakin eh?
♥ muka kang monster e

09 . mas mahal niya ko!
♥ sabbbi mo e

10 . ang bababa naman ng mga grades mo!
♥ e ano pa ano sau?

^^What if sinabi ito sa'yo ng CRUSH mo?
(WARNING: bear in mind na biru lang mga
'to ah!)

01. crush kita.
♥ alam ko

02. hindi kita mahal
♥ tinatanong kko?

03. mahal na kita.
♥ pila ka muna

04 . pakopya naman ng assignment.
♥ cheater

05. crush ko un friend mo.
♥ crush ko din un

06. pwedeng patabi sa upuan?
♥ kandong ka

07. pwede mo ba akong isayaw?
♥ marunong kaba

08. feeling ko may gusto ka sakin.
♥ fffeeling

09. ang cute mong mag-smile.
♥ madami na nagsabi nyan

10. bakit ang bait mo sakin?
♥ ha

^^Eh kapag parents mo nagsabi sa'yo
nito?

01 . umuwi ka ng maaga.
♥ oon the way na

02 . magaling ka palang sumayaw.
♥ mana sau

03 . hindi ka na pwedeng pumasok sa
klase.
♥ yehey

04. bawal ka pang mag-
boyfriend/girlfriend.
♥ ok

^^Eh kapag teacher mo nagsabi sa'yo
nito?

01 . kailangan kong makausap ang
magulang mo.
♥ hindi po un nakikipag usap kung kanikanino

02 .ang makita kong mangopya mamatay
na!
♥ *namatay* hehe.

03. bkt ka ba laging bagsak?
♥ mana ako sau

04. see me after class!
♥ hehehe

05. im sorry, you'll be given a 5 in
you're class card.
♥ thanks

06. uno ka!
♥ i know

07. please come to class on time.
♥ as always! haha.

08. please read pages 70-150. We'll be
having a quiz about it tomorrow.
♥ sir, anong page? *ahaha. tanga*

09. why are you always absent?!
♥ why not diba heHe.

10. babagsak ka na.
♥ maam, project?

 

Ang tagal din ng huli kong post.
Sobrang tagal. 
Andami ng nangyare...

1. Nawalan nako ng work.
>>> Nagwork din ako for 5 months sa sykes. Maloko lang tlga ako kaya eto, nagtatanin ng kamote.

2 Nagkipag break sa asawa at nagkabalikan din afterwards.
>>> Baka kami talaga yung meant kaya ganun.hehehe

3. Umalis na sa syudad at bumalik sa nayon.
>>> Mas makakatipid kasi ako kug uwi na muna ako sa mansyon namin dito sa Kabite, tipid sa tubig kuryente at upa sa bahay. ;p

4. Nawalan ng salapi, kayaman, ari arian.
>>> Oo nawalan ako, naholdap, namatud, at kung ano pang tawag don, pero aos lang, hindi parin naman nauubos ang kayamanan ko. ;p

5. Magkakaron ng bagong trabaho...
>>> Nag apply ako sa ibat ibang kompanya at dahil napaka husay ko ay pumasa ako sa lahat, dahil maloko ay pumirma ako sa lahat ng offer pero anong pecha na e ndi padin ako nagpaparamdam sakanila.hehehe sa Lunes e mag start nako ng training sa eTelecare sa Alabang, ilang tamblinglang mula sa bahay namin. Sana makaipon nako this time.

6. Nagplanong bumalik ng eskwelahan.
>>> Kinausap ako ng tatay ko at ewan kung ano ng plano naming dalawa, gusto kong pagsabayin ang pag aaral at pagtratrabaho para mapagod ako.hahaha

7. Madami pang iba! ;p
Sa sobrang tagal eh nakalimutan ko na ang mga pagbabagong ito. ;p
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Usapang sekswal... rated 18

1. Gusto kong iexplore ang makamundong sekswel.
2. threesome
3. orgy
4. kahit ano
5. pero dapat pumasa sa requirements yung makakasama ko.hahaha CHOOSY!

Kamusta naman yon diba?

O sha, matutulog muna ako. ^_^

Id like to share to you how may old christmas seem to happen.

When I was a child, this is the happiest season of my life aside from my birthday.
This is the day where my complete family go out and enjoy the rest of the day having fun, eating in a restaurant, buying clothes that we want, going to church, simply one day of the year where we totally have time for each other.

It has been like 5 years when my father left for states(joke). Actually my father went abroad to work, and that was 6-7 years ago, there are times where in he would go back to celebrate Christmas with us but that was the early phase of his abroad life. I am already 20 and the last time I remembered having Christmas with him was when I was in High School. Actually it was more of when I was in Elementary because during Highschool days, I seldom go out and enjoy. The rest are memories.

Its nine o'clock,24th of November, Im at work, my brother is celebrating his Christmas in the province, my father is overseas. At home, my mother, two little sisters and my youngest brother, as well as our yaya would be the ones to celebrate family xmas. Id love to be with them but I have work. Its like it was just yesterday where I cook spaghetti, I play loud music and even invite friends to eat at home. Now, its gone.

Im not sad, im not that sentimental, its just that I cant believe things ran fastly than what I expect.

Merry Christmas! ;p

Bad day

Lunch time na ng dumating ako sa bahay sa Cavite, sobrang nakakapagod talaga ang biyahe. Daming kamalasan ngayong araw.

1. Lumagapas ako sa village. Nakatulog ako sa byehe pauwi dahil sa puyat at pagod.

2. Pulubi ulit ako. Wala ng laman ang wallet ko, ang tagal pa ng 15th.

3. Walang Pagkain. Walang pagkain nung dumating ako ng bahay so nagpaluto nalang ako at hinintay maluto bago ako tuluyang makatulog.

4. Kulang sa oras ng tulog. Dahil sa ingay ng mga kapatid ko ay nagising agad ako. Hindi ko na nakuhang bumalik sa tulog. Oras ng pagtulog: 12noon- 4:30.

5. Kulang na baon. Syempre nanghingi ako sa nanay ko pero kamusta naman sa binigay nya sakin. Goodluck nalang kung magkasya yun.

6. Nawala ang contact lenses ko. badtrip. naglalagay ako tapos biglang tumalsik tapos di na nahanap. sad. yun ang remembrance ng una kong sweldo. kainis talaga!

7. Muntik na akong malate. Sobrang trafic sa baclaran.anga aga kong umalis ng bahay pero muntik padin akong malate. kainis nga e.

8.INAANTOK AKO! 1am palang, mahaba haba pang oras ang tratrabahuhin ko pero inaantok nako. pano ba labanan ang antok?

9. Hindi ko nagegets yung sinasabi ni wendy. Mangangamote nanaman ako sa exam. pambihira.

________________________________________________

Sana patulugin kami ni wendy.hahaha

pasaway101

Bawal ang fone samin pero naitatakas ko.
ako pa!malupit eh! ;p 
pasimple din akong umiidlip. ;p


 
>piktyur namin way back. ;p
antaba ko pa!


>si totz!hehehe ang bata ko pa dito...


sheezzz...nakakaantok talaga!sana may ym para yung mga taong buhay eh maka mingle ko. ;p

inaantok ako

You Scored an A

You got 10/10 questions correct. It's pretty obvious that you don't make basic grammatical errors. If anything, you're annoyed when people make simple mistakes on their blogs. As far as people with bad grammar go, you know they're only human. And it's humanity and its current condition that truly disturb you sometimes.

Matagal na din akong pakalat kalat kung saan saan. May mga nakakahalubilong kung sino sino at nagkakapalitan ng kung ano ano. Sa likod nito, ang tanong ko, kilala mo ba ako?

Marahil hindi mahalaga para sa ibang maglaan ng panahon para kilalanin ako pero salamat at may mga taong nagbibigay ng panahon para kilalanin ako.

Sino ka sa kanila?

Subok!



Create your own Friend Test here

Bakit psalm 46?

Kasi, ito ang pang 46th post ko.
Dahil wala akong maisip, mag iisip nalang ako ng 46 things that would make me...

Smile. Ay teka, andami naman kung 46. uhmmm... dail ang 46 ay divisible by 2 at 23 ang favorite number ko, pag inadd ang 2 and 3 would give me 5. 5 things nalang.hahahaha

Ulet.


5 Things that would make me SMILE:


5. Spaghetti/Carbonara/Lasagna(pastas)
> Dahil sobrang paborito ko ito. Hindi ko alam kung bakit mula pa bata ako ay sobrang gustong gusto ko na ito. Kaya hanggang ngayon kapag may birth day na pupuntahan ang mga maliliit kong kapatid ay sumasama ako para sa spaghetti, ang sarap sarap kasi. Paborito ko ang spaghetti ng Shakeys, yung bunch of lunch ang meal, mura na kasi, masarap na, sosyal pa yung place. Anyway, masarap din naman ang Spaghetti ng jollibee at mcdonalds. Kahit saang may Spaghetti okay na. Masarap naman yung lasagna sa school canteen(MAPUA), namimis ko na tuloy.kailan ko kaya ulit ito matitikman? ;p

4. Chocolates/Nerds/Candies (sweets)
> Ipinaglihi ako sa tsokoleyt kaya super favorite ko to, nagsimula sa chocobot hanggang sa maging chocnut hanggang sa kasalukuyang hany e pinapatos ko. Pero iba padin yung pang sosyal, yung pag may padala galing ibang bansa o bagong dating ang erpats ko. Toblerone, Cadbury, Kisses, etc. Hindi ko ugaling mamigay ng chocolate, mas ok pang ako nalang ang kumain nito.

3. Brief.
> Hindi ko alam pero sa tuwing sasapit ang pasko o ang kaarawan ko ay may nagreregalo sakin ng underwear. Siguro napapansin nilang wala akong bagong brief,hehehe Ayos naman kasi yung regaluhan ka non kesa bumili ka pa. Imaginin mo, yung magreregalo sayo eh iiimagine pa yung size ng ano mo, ng bewang mo.hehehehe

2. Tesi/Comments/Letters (yung super totoo)
> Mababaw akong tao. Gusto ko yung naaapreciate yung ginagawa ko kahit papaano. Ang sarap kayang pakinggan yung mga pauri for a job well done or kahit simpleng thank you lang. I treasure letters a lot, ewan, feel kong basahin ng paulit ulit pag wala akong magawa. Kaya lang pag nagsawa na ako eh ikakalat ko na hanggang sa mawalis na ni manang at tuluyan ng mawala, but the thought still remains in my heart. Nakanang! ;p

1. LOAD/CASH. ;p ;p ;p
> Syet! Di naman kaila sa madlang pipol na si kenzo ay gwapo, este namumulubi na, isang rason kung bakit hindi ako nagenrol ngayong term at nagtrabaho para waldasin,este ipunin ang sweldo ko. Bihira nalang akong magload, totoo. Nagtitipid talaga ako. Mapalad na ang nasesendan ko ng mensahe dahil bukod sa hectic kong schedule ay bihira lang akong magload. ;p


5 Thing that would make me sad: 


5. Sad Stories
> Eto yung mga istoryang pangtotoong buhay. Yung tipong nagbreak ang malapit sakin. Kasi naman nakakalungkot talaga. Ewan ko ba, pero temporary lang naman.

4. Pag alis ng tatay ko.
> Nalulungkot ako pag naiisip kong malayo kami ng tatay ko, kasi lumaki akong malayo siya, kaya siguro ako tarantado dahil hindi ako properly guided(aba, nanisi pa). Nakakalungkot din pag nagkakaron ng hindi pagkakaintindihan sa bahay, yung tipong nagkakaron na ng sigawan at kung ano pa man. Basta yun na yon.

3. Wala akong pera.
> Hindi ako sanay mabuhay na ang nasa bulsa ko ay less tha 500. That was before. Ang pulubi ko na ngayon. Kaya siguro talagang nagpursigi akong magkaron ng work. Hindi na nga ako masyadong makagala dahil wala akong panggastos. Tapos hindi pa naniniwala yung mga friends ko dahil hindi daw kapanipaniwalang wala akong pera. Sagad na ako sa utang ngayong panahong ito.

2. Ang hindi pagsipot o pagiging late sa usapan.
> Pasensyoso akong tao, hindi maitatanggi yan ng kahit na sino. Kahit hindi ako umiimik pag may ganitong sitwasyon ay tumatatak sa utak ko ito. Napaka particular ko kasi sa oras. Ewan ko ba kung bakit. Siguro, ang oras ko ay limitado kaya ako ganito. Saka, ano ba! Artista ako, ayoko ng pinaghihintay. ;p

1. Pag iisa.
> Pambihira. Nagsawa nakong magisa eh. ;p Good thing, hindi ko na to nafifil. No to emo!hahahaha

Ayan may post nanaman ako for this day. Atleast nagamit ko ang libreng access sa opisina kahit walang ka kwenta kwenta ang aking pinagsusulat. ;p

I love you baby! ;p

No-No! ;p

Ang agang natapos ng discussion so search to the max naman ako.
Ano ano naman ang mga sites na pinupuntahan ko?

Edi kung ano ano lang! ;p eto naligaw ako dito...

::: http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Homosexuality_in_the_Philippines :::

Sample: Famous Gay Names Used in Beauty Contest


Lucy Licius, Papa Chupa, Inday Jeschon, Hada Decious, Rufina Patis, Tina Moran, Gina Cole, Nadya Cole, Jaja Cole, Kiki Nakamura, Baby China, Pukitina Bayagbag, Cufradia Buencamino, Santa Santita, Gino Juice FSingo, Rei Piñoco, Chino Pacia, Phil Lattio, Paco Arespacochaga, Sam Milby and Piolo Pascual, The Fat Bastard , Girl Abunda is also fairly common, considering the obvious Spanish influence.

Gay Naming Conventions:

Gay Filipinos would tend to feminize their masculine names by simply adding "-a" as a suffix regardless of how masculine their names are. "Robert" therefore becomes "Roberta," even though few females are named as such. "Manuel" becomes "Manuela" and "Daniel" becomes "Daniela." Even closeted gays, called "silahista" (singular, or "silahistas," ("Englishized" plural)), use this accepted renaming practice, regardless of whether they are referring to friends or enemies or whether they are talking directly to the person or backbiting. It would seem that this practice of renaming themselves amongst their circle is probably the most common, if not the only, denominator between the closeted silahistas, who would try to butch up their act to the point of getting married to females, and the overtly effeminate "bakla" who swings his hips in an exaggerated manner.


Boring kasi ngayong tanghali eh,este umaga pala. Kaya nag browse nalang ako sa friendster tapos nag copy paste ng mga serbeys. kaya eto, babalahurain ko nalang ang mga kasagutan ko. ;p


Tanong: "Who was your last?"

LAST PERSON.

1. Had a beer with?
= Si Allan Vincent a.k.a TAE. ;p uhmmm nung friday to eh. nagyaya kasi sila kaya nag inuman kami, besides day off ko kaya kampay!kasama namin si duday.hehehe Kwentuhan kami ng mga kabarubalan sa mundo.

2 . Went to the movies with?
= homaygulahy! hindi ko na alam, hindi ko na matandaan kung kelan ang huling nood ko ng movie. wala na kasing pambili ng tiket sa sinehan eh. saka nalang siguro.hehehe

3. Went to the mall with?
= kanina kasama ko si nashie para magwithdraw siya ng ipapautang nya sakin. hehehehe lakad ng onti tapos balik na sa intramuros bago abutan ng kadiliman.

4. Talked on the phone with?
= Hala, uhmmm si nash ata nung tumawag siya kanina at binulabog ako. nagising ako pero natulog din afterwards.

5. Made you laugh?
= yung nagtitinda ng collections ng god god kaewanan sa walls kanina. inglisero kasi, talo pa ako. nose bleed nga ako eh.

6. You hugged?
= si kayte. bago siya umuwi ay nagyakapan kami ng parang hindi na magkikita ulit. ;p may lihim na pagnanasa sa akin yon, hindi nyo lang naitatanong.hehehe

7. You yelled at?
= yung mga kakilala kong nag lalabasan sa gate ng mapua. kung maka sigaw ako ay parang pag aari ko ang buong intramuros at abot hanggang north harbor ang boses ko. nakakamis maging estudyante...nakakamis magbulakbol.

8. kissed on the cheeks?
= hala! si kayte din. may pa beso beso pa syang nalalaman e. o dba talagang may pagnanasa siya? ;p

9. kissed in the lips?
= hala! naku, itext moko, pag usapan natin ng personal to. hahahaha

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
= tounge, masarap daw makipag kiss pag may pirce sa tongue. gusto ko itry pero wala pa akong lakas ng loob.

2 . Be serious or be funny?
= be seriously funny. ;p o dba two in one?hahaha panalo yung sobrang nakakatawa. parang nakakawala ng problema. ;p

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
= drink whole milk? pano un? hindi ko na absorb ung tanong na to.hehehe

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
= haynaku. ayoko nito. may gusto akong way ng sarili kong kamatayan. yung tipong dahil sa kaligayahan kaya ako mamamatay. ;p

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
= moon. kasi ayoko ng sun!!!! ayoko ng SUN!!!hahahaha bakit? kasi sun ang apelyido ng kumag kong nakaraan. oha oha may angal? ;p

2. Winter or Fall
= winter. trip ko lang. mas okay pakinggal kesa fall. parang puro laglag pag fall.

3 . Left or right?
= left. natutuwa kasi ako sa kanta na "to the left to the left" nakaka tuwa talaga yun. ;p

4. Sunny or rainy?
= rainy. kasi may SUN sa SUNNY. ;p

5. Peach or Pearl?
= pearl. mas mahal yung pearl sa peach eh. ;p saka pearl section ko nung 3rd yr high school.

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
= huwaw hispaghiti daw! kahit paano ko kakainin yon basta hispaghiti.hehehehe

7. Do You Cook?
= oo. pag wala si manang. kaso laging hindi luto.hehehe

8. Current mood?
= eto. hyper. naka tatlong glasses na ako ng milo. libre kasi kaya kinakana ko na.hehehe

IN THIS WEEK HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
= yes. i kiss alot. hahaha we love kissing... its the start of... (sikretong malupet)

2. Sang?
= i always sing. ;p ako pa! singer ako... (sabay birit)

3. Been hugged?
= naman!ang boring na ng mga tanong. nakakainis.

4. Danced Crazy?
= dance? pambihira.

5. Cried?
= nah nah nah. walang reason.

Ay. tapos na pala. Ang korni talaga.

Pano mo ba masasabing naka move on kana? Pag ba lumipas na ang matagal na panahon at madami na din ang dumaan sa buhay mo eh naka move on ka na? Pwede bang hindi maka move on forever? Nakakalito...

Dahil wala akong magawa habang lunch break ng madaling araw ay nag brose ako ng old messages and nabasa ko yung mga mensaheng kumukurot sa singt,este puso ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit may anong sarap akong nadarama pag naalala ko ito at may hapdi din dahil medyo hindi naging totoo ito.

Sample:

+++si kenz? isa sa mga pinakamaangas na lalaking nakilala ko. haha. unang usap namin nito, inangasan ako agad. pero nung nagkausap at nkilala ko sya ng maayos, nalaman kong mabait naman pala siya. hehe. masayang kasama to, makulit, madaldal, kaya hindi boring. pinagtiyatiyagaan niya kong turuan ng gitara, masterpul kasi siya sa pagtugtog. astig siya kasi spontaneous siya, masarap ayain lumabas. pero sensitive din siya. nakakatakot makaaway.mahal ko tong si kenz. walang iwanan ha.

+++...Madami nang nasabi tungkol sa taong 'to. Pero kahit kailan, hindi kayang ipahayag ng mga salita lamang kung gaano kabait at mapagmahal ni kenz. Kaya mahal ko din siya. Siya ang nagpaparamdam sa'kin kung pano magkaron ng tunay na kaibigan.

+++This space is not enough to reveal how i feel... Someone who could catch you will just like he/she got the whole world... You got everything. Sometimes someone is thinking if he/she is really for you. Despite that the fact that sometime that someone failed on your expectations... But no matter what are his/her failures are, he/she is still standing here trying to reach you... I may not tell the whole world what you are to me, but I can stand alone to fight the whole world just for you... You are so special that nobody can't afford... Your absract caring and warmest love that melts my heart will remain chained... It will stuck up right here... From the deepest part of my identity... That *Y*O*U... You are the only whom this semi-permible thing will welcome... You are the only none the less... (Ik hou van jou) ^o^...

>>>testi sa akin yan ng isa sa sobrang minahal ko, hindi ko alam kung bakit lagi kong binabalik balikan ang yugtong ito ng buhay ko. Nalilito ako.



Kamote. Baket ako nag eemote eh ang mga katabi ko ay natutulog. pambihira.
paksyet naman. Ayan balik sa discussion nanaman. pambihira.

Lunch Break... 2am!

Pambihira.
Ilang lingo mula nang lisanin ko ang aking alma mater ay may bago na akong alma mater, hindi ako nag transfer ng eskwelahan, nag aaral lang ako sa hindi eskwelahan(pambihira talaga, hindi ko naintindihan ang entry kong to)

Nasa ikalawang lingo palang kami ng training para makapag simula na sa aking trabaho pero kamusta ka naman sa nosebleed at brainbleed na topic.

Marahil ay milagrong nakapasok ako sa account na ito pero masaya naman kahit alam kong yayaman sana ako kung ibinenta ko nalang ang mga dugong umagos sa aking ilong, tenga, mata ata utak.

AT&T ang account namin, ewan ko kung bakit dito ako nilagay, ito daw ang isa sa mga mahihirap na account sa bago kong alma mater. Ang taas ng qualifications eh.

-Gwapo
-Mayaman
-Matalino
-Mabait

Yan ang mga qualifications sa account ko, sabi ng human resource department eh naawa daw sila sa akin kaya binabaan nila ang standards, kung pagbabatayan daw nila yon e malamang ako lang mag isa ang mag tretraining.HAHAHA

Labing tatlo kaming trainees, yung iba ay hindi na virgin(sa call center) at mangilan ngilan naman kaming nangangapa(sa ganitong buhay).

Iba't ibang personalidad ang makikita sa aming team, syempre, nangunguna nanaman ako dahil ako ang nag grab sa buong qualifications ng account na ito. Sila ang team mate ko...

+Maru: Muka siyang pusang medyo mataba(medyo mataba nalang kasi baka magalit siya). Isa syang malupet dahil lahat ng access sa pc ay nanggagaling sakanya. Yosi boy to.

+Marje: Eto naman yung katabi kong matakaw. Pasimpleng hindi matakaw pero PG talaga.hahaha Pati pastilyas ko tinira. Adik siguro to. ;p Syempre, sya yung pinaka maganda sa team, dahil hindi na sya virgin(sa callcenter)

+Joey: Eto naman si Mr. Know-it-all, batang bonakid eh. Sya yung kinokopyahan ko pag may exam kami. Siya din yung pinaka bata sa team.

+Cel: (Sign of the cross) "Im not moslem, people here in Luzon always asks if I'm Moslem, just because I came from Mindanao? Dont they know that Moslem community in Mindanao is just a minority group?" Yan ang pambanat niya. She loves to eat, definitely.

+Ed: Uhmmm...yeah, well..yes. Actually.yeahhh..ummm. "My hobby is playing with my organ."

+Tere: Miss Intel Inside. Tahimik pero malupet. Mabagal kumain saka parang nasa ibang world palagi.

+Claire: Sya yung una kong nakilala, nung contract signing ko eh final interview nya. Makulet to, super experienced na kasi. Yosi mate ko siya nung simula palang.

+Dindo: Si mister CISCO. Kaya nya iexplain pati history ng buhay ng kapitbahay nya using cisco. anlupet!

+Irvin: Are tou with us, di ko padin nararamdaman ang presensya nito. Parang nandito na wala lang. Ping!

+EJ: Si hot mama.wahahaha kasabay ko palaging umuwi pero til now eh ndi nya pa ako nililibre. gudlak naman.

+JD: once ko palang ata tong narinig magsalita. pipe ata sya.haha joke.

+Marc: Ang kumag na skulmeyt ko sa Malayan, este Mapua. Ang naghahari sa klase dahil bukod sa siya na ang pinaka matangkad eh siya palagi ang unang nakakakuha ng tamang sagot.

+Wendy: Ang trainer namin, Hanggang ngayon ay bumabagabag padin sakin kung mayroon na siyang Peter Pan...

+JR: Ang Ryan Agoncillo ng account. Hindi man namin sya trainer e lagi syang umeepal este nakikipag kwentuhan samin.
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Yan ang bumubuo sa bago kong mundo.
Pasok ng 10pm
break ng 12mn
lunch ng 2am
uwi ng 7am

tulog ng 10am-6pm

kain ng 7pm
byahe ng 8pm
opis ng 9:40

GOODLUCK sakin! ;p

age: 20
name: kenzo gwapito

*You must answer every question,
TRUTHFULLY*

[01] Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
+... ^_^ wala na.

[02 ] Have you ever been given
roses?
+ oo kahit lalake ako.hahaha

[03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
+ anu ba? hehehe mga teenflicks na tagalog. jologs ako eh. ;p

[04] How many times have you
honestly been in love?
+a million times i guess.. i'm always
in love! :)

[05] Do you believe that everyone
has a soul-mate?
+yep!

[06] What's your current problem?
pinansyal.hahaha

[0 7] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
+oo naman. pero goodthing is may pumupulot ulit at bumubuo. ;p

[08 ] Long Distance Relationships?
+tried it and it worked...for a while. ;p

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as a
lover?
+once...

[10] Do you believe in the
statement, \"Once
a cheater always a cheater\"?
+i dont believe in it. ;p

[11] How many kids do you want to
have?
+madaming madami.hahaha

[12] What is(are) your favorite
color(s) ?
+green

[14] Do you believe you truly only
love once?
+i guess so..

[15] Imagine you're 79 and your
spouse just died, would you get
married again?
+haha! y not?? hahaha.

[16] At what age did you start
noticing the opposite sex?
+since birth.hehehe nagsawa nga ako eh. ;p

[17] What song do you want to hear
at your wedding?
+uh.. teka isipin ko ah.. :D

[18] Do you know someone who likes
you?
+any body who wants to answer this on my
behalf?? hihi.

[19] wh0??
:D

[ 20] Are you currently in love?
what do you think? ;) UBER!
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Wala pa akong bagong gook ni Bob Ong, wala pakong pambili. ;p

Ive been thru thick and thin, happiness and sadness, failures and triumphs, ups and downs, still, Im alive and kicking.

Twenty years of existence is really a bliss. I never imagined standing still inspite of and despite of the things that crossed my path. Its really a tough battle.

Last August 23, I celebrated my birthday, my 20th birthday. My friend told me to wave my hand goodbye to the luxurious way of living and face the reality of existence, welcome the responsibilities.

Being the eldest of 5, there are responsibilities that are expected on me.Everytime I think about it, I dont know what to do to fulfill those things. I still stick on my philosophy: COME WHAT MAY.

Time is running.
I am VERY late.

I searched for this song that is really strucking me everytime I hear it.


G G C D
Another turning point a fork stuck in the road
G G C D
Time grabs by the wrist directs you where to go
Em D C G
So make the best of this test and don't ask why
Em D C G
It's not a question but a lesson learned in time
Em G Em G
It's something unpredictable but in the end it right
Em D G
I hope you had the time of your life

G G C9 D x 2 Don't talk

G G C D
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind
G G C D
Hang it on a shelf and good health and good time
Em D C G
Tattoos the memories and test get on trial
Em D C G
For what it's worth it was worth all the while
Em G Em G
It's something unpredictable but in the end it right
Em D G
I hope you had the time of your life

G G C9 D x 4 Don't talk

Em D C9 G 2x I like playing it a bit more than 2x

Em G Em G
It's something unpredictable but in the end it's right
Em D G
I hope you had the time of your life

G G C9 D x 2 don't sing

Em G Em G
It's something unpredictable but in the end it's right
Em D G
I hope you had the time of your life

;p